June 3, 2011
Summer This and Summer That.....
There’s a big issue with the whole thing though. She’s going to be over there for the next month seeing, hearing, and doing stuff that isn’t allowed in my house and after 30 days she is coming back and I am going to have to deal with it. I am going to have to deprogram her a** all over again. It was hard enough doing it the first time and now I’ll have to do it again. So much tomfoolery (I love that word) goes on over there. Lil mama’s mama is an idiot sometimes and she lets her get away with murder. It isn’t cool. Manners, gone. Respect, gone. Diet and exercise, gone. It all pisses me off because we’ve put in so much work to get things where they need to be and it’s all going to come unraveled. I am no saint and it ain’t all good at my crib but there is structure and accountability. I’m too easy sometimes and I do let lil’ mama get away with stuff but I don’t baby her, I’m not her friend, and she is responsible for herself and her actions. She doesn’t really like me and I’m more than alright with that.
I’m trying not to be pissed about it because there isn’t much I can do. I can only sit back and wait to see the mess that comes back home.
Well, again, there isn’t much I can do about her leaving and to be honest, I miss her a little. Not a lot, she gets on my damn nerves! However, I do miss her and I’ll be happy when she comes home. She won’t, at all, but I will.